Omgsh guys.. last night was the most incredible night of my life! OYM rules!

It was so amazing.. & I really don't care who believes me, I don't care who thinks I am a phyco, I don't care what ppl say.. it happened to me, & you can't tell a peron who has experienced something as... wonderful, & amazing as this... that it didn't happen.. you can try, but you will never suscide..

I was possesed by the holy spirit.

1st let me tell you the whole story~ I was very upset last night~ all because of god experiences such as tounges. I felt as if I couldn't do it~ I believed it did happen, & could happen,  but it wouldn't for me~ Jordan (a friend from church) was praying with me, & I explained to her exactly what it was that was bugging me~ I was having the hardest time knowing if I was talking in tounges, or if the holy spirit was doing it for me~ I thought I was doing it myself, & that's not how it is supposed to happen~ it's supposed to be the holy spirit.

So then, after Ms. Liz came over & I explained this to her~ a girl, (Delina) started shouting in tounges~ the holy spirit used her to talk through~ & 2 ppl knew what she was saying~ they had recieved the gift of interrpertation~ & 1 of those 2 ppl were Ms. Liz.

Ms. Liz started laughing & said "God is funny"~ I didn't know what she meant by that, but I thought nothing of it.

Then as the other person who interrperted it came on stage & translated it for us~ me & Jordan looked at each other & started laughing! The man was telling us that she was saying that "you can't hold back rofm talking to god~ you all have the gift of tounges you just have to find it" & he was saying exactly what I was explaining to Jordan & Ms. Liz.. it was a true miracle~ & then Ms. Liz walked over to again & said "I told you God is funny" I was like "OMGSH!!!"

It was a true miracle.

& then, we who could speak in tounges were to come to the middle of the room, where we were going to all speak in tounges as loud as we could~ & I hesitated, I didn't think I could actually do it, but Jordan dragged me in, so I tryed... & suceeded.. more than you could ever believe!

On the count of 3 we were to all start puring our hearts out to God, in tounges. & so we all did~ including me, & I had such a weird feeling, liek a scarred but excited feeling~ & I felt something just telling me to let go, I was trying to hold my balance, but couldn't, & I don't know how but Jordan knew, she said "Don't hold back Whitney" & I finally let go & collapsed to the ground where someone caught me, & layed me down~ & I don't remember everything~ I can't remember if I just layed there for a while, or if I immidietly just started laughing & screaming in tounges, but I know I did~ I was on the floor for about 10 min, laughing histerically, & yelling in tounges~ & I had no control over it! It wasn't me speaking in tounges~ it was the holyspirit~ but I think I knew what I was saying all by the feeling I had~ "Thank you for giving me the gift I have been longing for for so long"  that's the feeling I had~ so maybe that's what I was saying~ but after it happend, they decided to do it again later, & I went down again! It was so amazing.

I finally understand everythingabout it~ how it feels, how it's done~ everything, & you won't be able to understand or makes sense of it~ that is, untill it's happened to you!

I would love to see my dad try to convice me this didn't happen~ he always trys to convince me that it can't happen~ & he started to make me believe it for a while~ but god saved me from that belief! He saved me, & I would love to see anyone try to bring me back down!!!!

xoxo whit*